day two

Regarding yesterday's predicament, I decided that forcing yourself to be honest also forces you to think about things before you say them. Because, if you must say what you mean, you have to know what you mean, right? You have to be sure of your opinions if you're not going to have a mask of dishonesty to cover up your mistakes.
So I decided to listen to Sebastian's song a couple more times before I e-mailed him back. I still am not crazy about it, but I definitely think better of it than "it sucks!" I did tell him what I really though about the sub-par vocals, but I decided that lots of the problems are probably because it was recorded and mixed by amateurs. I also requested any other songs they may have recorded because I'm really hoping that I'll like some of the other ones better. After this honesty binge is over, I don't want to have to lie every time we talk about his band.

However, I'm still not sure that in daily life, I'm really being as honest as I should. I'm one of those kinds of people who hates conflict, but not with a burning passion because all burning passions get you is more conflict. Most of the lying and such that I do is to keep everyone happy with each other, or at least happy with me. I really am starting to wonder if honesty is the best policy.
However, I did tell my mom the truth that I stayed up until 3 am playing WoW last night. Most of the time I lie and just say that I couldn't really fall asleep and that's why I got up at noon when I went to bed at nine thirty.

I would ask you to tell me what's going on on Facebook regarding the Gov School drama... but that'd be cheating. So I won't. Also, I saw that my Gov School roomie wrote on my wall the other day. She's NEVER on Facebook. So I feel like I missed an opportunity. But I'm seeing that Facebook is more of an inconvenience than a moral dilemma causer.
Maybe I should have tried going vegetarian instead. I've always wanted to try that...